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If He Were Here

by Occurrence

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If he were here Would you walk out and tell me you can’t stay? If he were here Would the words and laughter that we’ve had just fade away? Keep…me Save… me If he were here Would the things that we have shared be not enough If he were here Would you choose to give them up and act so tough? If he were here Would a car, a yacht, and all, make you decide Could you forget it all, forget how hard you cried? If he were here Would you leave us? If he were here Would you forget us? If he were here… If he were here… If he were here…
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Shiver Bed 03:38
Come lay with me You’re sick, baby Come lay with me it’s time to sweat it out Your head reels Your skin’s peeling You’ve lost feeling It’s time to sweat it out Hallucinate I’ll be waiting No debating It’s time to sweat it out We’ll break this fever yet The TV’s on The world’s warring The Chief’s whoring He’s whoring himself out It’s all around Alarms sounded All flights grounded It seems there’s no way out We’ve been had It’s all madness Don’t borrow sadness It’s time to sweat it out We’ll break this fever yet He cannot bring us down, he cannot burn us to the ground We’re gonna break this fever yet, and stop the shivering It is a sickness, but we’ll get over it We’re gonna break this fever yet, and stop the shivering We’ll stop this shivering We’ll stop this shivering
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They’re waiting for you at the bar With drinks to throw in your face They’ll show up in front of your boss And reveal your big disgrace They’re the closest talkers And they’ll never give you space Your ghosts can’t take the hint Your ghosts keep coming back They’ll bust up the dinner party As you light the cherries jubilee They’ll tattle to everyone What you told them in therapy They’ll come for you heavily armed And they’ll get past security They’ll open your diary And they’ll let everybody see Your ghosts can’t take the hint Your ghosts keep coming back And you can’t escape The things that you hate Will find you Your ghosts won’t take the hint Your ghosts keep coming back They’ll stage interventions for you With your family and friends They’ll ruin everything On which your happiness depends They’ll be wherever you are And you know it never ends
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How can it feel like the first time?... Please love me like I love you...
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Desert 02:42
Sometimes, there’s a desert in my soul so dry and devoid of growing things winds blows sand in eyes that never see Lead me to water Now I believe Mountains higher than I’d ever go. The snow there, more peaceful than seems possible. winds blow to places I’ll never see. Lead me to water Now I believe Take me take me from this desert place show me the peace is not impossible bring me to a place I’ve never seen Lead me to water Now I believe
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All of your devils are here All of your devils are here All of your devils are here, god forbid All of your devils are here All of your devils are here All of your devils are here All of your devils are here, god forbid All of your devils are here I thought you invited them … the guy who date raped you, called it consensual … the girl who gaslit you, called you mental … the kid who pushed you down, out on the play yard … the dude that laughed at you, when you couldn’t get hard I thought you invited them … the boss who thinks your work is “lacking potential” … the ex who thinks your life is inconsequential … the friend who never calls ‘cause you’re “too depressing” … the priest will not hear what you’re confessing I thought you invited them Why would you want them here? What use are they to you? Everything in your head somehow it’s all come true All of your devils are here All of your devils are here All of your devils are here All of your devils are here All of your devils are here I thought you invited them
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If he were here Would you walk out and tell me you can’t stay? If he were here Would the words and laughter that we’ve had just fade away? Keep…me Save… me If he were here Would the things that we have shared be not enough If he were here Would you choose to give them up and act so tough? If he were here Would a car, a yacht, and all, make you decide Could you forget it all, forget how hard you cried? If he were here Would you leave us? If he were here Would you forget us? If he were here… If he were here… If he were here…
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A mixtape of new songs and remixes. Part of the proceeds of this release will be donated to anti-gun lobby groups. Thank you to Matt, Daniel, H1987, Conelrad and Jessica for their contributions and support over the years. And everyone please remember to vote the fuckers out of office. xx

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released November 3, 2018

Occurrence is Ken Urban, Cat Hollyer and Johnny Hager.
All tracks mastered by Jessica Thompson @ Neato Mastering in Berekeley, CA

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electronic nostalgic pop made by ken, cat & johnny

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